Celebrating Maha Shiv Ratri

Prayer of an Insomniac

I don't have sleep in my eyes
It has been long since they promised 2 come back
I am waiting , waiting calmly
The serenity i make sure is not hiccuped
I want to welcome my beloved with closed eyes
Oh dream please ask it come
And take me to u
I am waiting, waiting calmly

ALONE

We are not alone
It is said often
But loneliness binds us
Shows us we are alone

In birth and in death
In pain and in pleasure
In heat of life and in dreams
Who is there to share?

We fight we cry, hard we try
We ask ourselves 'Why?'
Then fear goes leaving the mind alone
The heart melts in an infinite zone

Losing an Abhorrent Solitude

I am tired of solitude
Years' back this unknown port seemed gloriously rebellious
Now Home is out of vision
I look towards endless distance
The shine in the ocean tells me the way homeward
I try to reach out but in vain
Singing melancholy songs
I wait for the solitude to end

Then I saw you coming
Yes, you would take me Home
But....alas!
You have come here to lose yourself
I turned back to solitude
But even it is there nomore
The rythm broke with your coming
Even my shelter disappeared
Now I wait for the wait to end

I don't want to write

I don't want to write
Words corrupt truth
Qualifying undefined
Limiting eternity

I don't want to write
Words lose to tears
They lose to joy
Silent moments
For once be my messenger